Spring Is Finally Here :)

I just thought I'd put an update up since I haven't in a little while.

My mom, sister and uncle scooter sent
me a box of peeps and cookies for Easter :)

I've been ridiculously happy lately. I'm seeing a really amazing guy.
& I can't stop smiling,.

Other than that life has been good all in all. I have about a month 'til graduation. I've been keeping up with my work, going out and enjoying the time I have left in Plattsburgh, and thinking a lot about my future.

Life is good lately, I couldn't be happier :).

Toubles will come, and they will pass

Graduation is in 47 days, but who's counting?

After 5 years.
One semester off.
Numerous friends that have come and gone.
One serious relationship and a few silly ones.
Many interesting decisions, some good and some bad.
130something credits.
Countless crazy nights.
Too much campus food.
I'll have my bachelors in Psychology.


Moving on...
I'm not going to lie, since December I've made a few terrible decisions. However, I've definitely learned from my mistakes & I think that's what really matters. I was naiive and could have gotten myself into a would of trouble. Luckily, everything shook out alright and I've climbed out of the ditch that I so willingly jumped into. Coming out of the daze that I was in, the one thing that I will say is...the next person to declare their love for me better actually mean it. Don't lie to me to get what you want, I don't think I deserve to be treated that way.

I'm not unhappy, not in the least...I'm excited for the future. I can't wait to mto experience whatever the future has in store for me. I know that it may not always be great, but I'm willing to except the bad with the good.

48 days

I can't wait to graduate.

People they come together, and people they fall apart

Ohh
I'm in an amazing mood for no reason what-s0-ever.

I have a bunch of studying to do.
I miss my family.
And my life is so ridiculous right now I wouldn't even know where to begin in explaining it all.



But, I can either choose to be happy...or sit around an mope about things.
So I'm choosing to be happy.
And that is that.

Goodbye January

Hmm, I felt like ending January with one final entry.
Life has been pretty ordinary lately. Nothing special, except for my new tattoo!



I had it done yesterday by Ryan at Body Art.
I couldn't be happier with it (well...maybe when the coloring is done on the 13th)

Other than the tattoo I've just been trying to get used to the classes I'm taking this semester.

Wow, I felt like typing when I started this....but not so much anymore.
That's all, I guess.

I just don't know.

Over the past few months I have learned several things about myself, and my family.

My sister is moving back to NY, basically ASAP. I think it's a terrible decision since she'll be forced to live with my father. I tried to explain to her that it's not a good idea, and the reasons why...but she doesn't seem to agree with me. I don't want her to have to go through what I went through with him, but I guess she has to learn from her own mistakes. The experience will benifit her in some way, I'm just not sure how quite yet.

I don't know how I'm going to get to see her, or when...but I'm terrified that we'll lose touch.

Things seem alright, and then something like this pops up and everything is shakey again.

I'm ready to go back to Plattsburgh and live a little.
I need it.

I don't know what I'm going to do when I graduate.
Crap crap crap.

WHAT?

Everyone is either engaged or pregnant.
Or both.

What in the world?!

You taste like a bad decision baby, you taste like fun.

I love this place & I almost can't deal with it at the same time.
When I'm here everything fades away, but there is plenty new to stress me out.

Old worries become forgotten,
and new flood in.

Moving down here will either be the best decision I've even made,
or the worst.


I miss Plattsburgh.
I miss my roomie.
I miss steffi
I miss crazy nights.
I miss sleeping in.
I miss learning [yes learning].
I miss hugs and kisses.
I'm impatient.
I'm ready to go back.
I'm scared I wont want it to end.

New tattoo soon.
Pictures will be on here after I get it.