People they come together, and people they fall apart

Ohh
I'm in an amazing mood for no reason what-s0-ever.

I have a bunch of studying to do.
I miss my family.
And my life is so ridiculous right now I wouldn't even know where to begin in explaining it all.



But, I can either choose to be happy...or sit around an mope about things.
So I'm choosing to be happy.
And that is that.

Goodbye January

Hmm, I felt like ending January with one final entry.
Life has been pretty ordinary lately. Nothing special, except for my new tattoo!



I had it done yesterday by Ryan at Body Art.
I couldn't be happier with it (well...maybe when the coloring is done on the 13th)

Other than the tattoo I've just been trying to get used to the classes I'm taking this semester.

Wow, I felt like typing when I started this....but not so much anymore.
That's all, I guess.

I just don't know.

Over the past few months I have learned several things about myself, and my family.

My sister is moving back to NY, basically ASAP. I think it's a terrible decision since she'll be forced to live with my father. I tried to explain to her that it's not a good idea, and the reasons why...but she doesn't seem to agree with me. I don't want her to have to go through what I went through with him, but I guess she has to learn from her own mistakes. The experience will benifit her in some way, I'm just not sure how quite yet.

I don't know how I'm going to get to see her, or when...but I'm terrified that we'll lose touch.

Things seem alright, and then something like this pops up and everything is shakey again.

I'm ready to go back to Plattsburgh and live a little.
I need it.

I don't know what I'm going to do when I graduate.
Crap crap crap.

WHAT?

Everyone is either engaged or pregnant.
Or both.

What in the world?!

You taste like a bad decision baby, you taste like fun.

I love this place & I almost can't deal with it at the same time.
When I'm here everything fades away, but there is plenty new to stress me out.

Old worries become forgotten,
and new flood in.

Moving down here will either be the best decision I've even made,
or the worst.


I miss Plattsburgh.
I miss my roomie.
I miss steffi
I miss crazy nights.
I miss sleeping in.
I miss learning [yes learning].
I miss hugs and kisses.
I'm impatient.
I'm ready to go back.
I'm scared I wont want it to end.

New tattoo soon.
Pictures will be on here after I get it.