Take heart, sweetheart, or I will take it from you.

I wish people would just drop the bull shit and be straight with everyone else all the time. Cut the crap people. If you have something on your mind, come right out with it...don't expect other people to know how you're feeling and what you're thinking.

I'm incredibly frustrated.
And very lost.

"Barely conscious in the door where you stand
Your eyes are fighting sleep while your mouth makes its demands
You laugh at every word trying hard to be cute
I almost feel sorry for what I'm going to do
And your hair smells of smoke
Who will cast the first stone?
You can sin or spend the night all alone"

A day late, a buck short

December 14th I'll be on a plane to South Carolina =]

I've been thinking a lot lately, maybe a little too much actually. That's not really anything new though, I tend to over think things. It's strange, I'm not sad...but I don't feel right either. I don't know exactly how to describe how I've been feeling lately...uneasy? Apathetic? Numb? Lost? Hopefully Thanksgiving break will give me a push out of this, either that or it'll just get worse.
This is the first major holiday that my family won't be together. Any traditions that we had left are gone...what now?

I miss being a kid. I miss going to my grandmothers house on the holidays, seeing all of my relatives. I miss playing ping pong with my cousins. I miss playing pretend games with them. I miss the big family dinners and the sing alongs. I miss my grandma.

And so it goes

I went to see Madagascar 2 randomly today.

And I loved it.

I'm planning out Thanksgiving break/Winter break, and I'm pretty excited. On November 25th I'll be in North Creek and I'm staying there for about a week. After that I have finals week, and then I'll be flying down to South Carolina on December 14th, or maybe the 15th...the details aren't final yet. Thanksgiving should be interesting, It'll just me my dad and me this year. I really can't wait for December either, I miss everyone down south so much.

I'm single again, and I'm not going to speak about this too much here. All I'll say is that I am frustrated with the situation and I'm not looking for another relationship for quite a while...and that's that I suppose.

With the exception of being ridiculously confused, life has been alright.

Yes, we can.

Anyone who knows me knows that I'm not generally too concerned with or interested in politics. This election has, without a doubt, made me more interested. I'm truely glad that Obama won the election. The more I read about him, and listen to his speeches, the more secure I feel that Barack Obama is going to get America back on track.

Other than the election, life has basically been the same. I'm contemplating what I'm doing for Thanksgiving break and Christmas Break. I don't know...I should just hibernate in my room.