December 14th I'll be on a plane to South Carolina =]
I've been thinking a lot lately, maybe a little too much actually. That's not really anything new though, I tend to over think things. It's strange, I'm not sad...but I don't feel right either. I don't know exactly how to describe how I've been feeling lately...uneasy? Apathetic? Numb? Lost? Hopefully Thanksgiving break will give me a push out of this, either that or it'll just get worse.
This is the first major holiday that my family won't be together. Any traditions that we had left are gone...what now?
I miss being a kid. I miss going to my grandmothers house on the holidays, seeing all of my relatives. I miss playing ping pong with my cousins. I miss playing pretend games with them. I miss the big family dinners and the sing alongs. I miss my grandma.
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we can have a play date while i'm home, we'll act just like children and call rusty daddy... he'll love it
give me a call if you want anytime
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