Friday, January 16, 2009

I just don't know.

Over the past few months I have learned several things about myself, and my family.

My sister is moving back to NY, basically ASAP. I think it's a terrible decision since she'll be forced to live with my father. I tried to explain to her that it's not a good idea, and the reasons why...but she doesn't seem to agree with me. I don't want her to have to go through what I went through with him, but I guess she has to learn from her own mistakes. The experience will benifit her in some way, I'm just not sure how quite yet.

I don't know how I'm going to get to see her, or when...but I'm terrified that we'll lose touch.

Things seem alright, and then something like this pops up and everything is shakey again.

I'm ready to go back to Plattsburgh and live a little.
I need it.

I don't know what I'm going to do when I graduate.
Crap crap crap.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

hello. i used to live in plattsburgh and i randomly typed "i miss plattsburgh" and found your entry. my apologies in advance if this creeps you out. i have a blog as well i was wondering i could stop by and leave comments once in a while. thanks.

Christina Marie said...

I don't mind at all. The stuff I write usually isn't too interesting, but you're welcome to stop by and leave comments if you'd like =)